New name and Meaning

As you can see, yes I have changed my name but for a good reason.

one, I kind of felt a little un unique, reason why is because I felt it was a little too bland having two names up there at once, don't get me wrong I both love Kurumu Kurono and I absolutely love my Character Akira Akashiya she is my very Soul of Fantasy, its just that I feel that I need to be my own person, that's all.

The reason why I picked such a name, there is a very special meaning behind it. 

well, this coming Saturday as you all know, maybe some of you who doesn't is my Birthday. So on that day, 18 years ago, I was blessed into this world. the reason being is this; before I was born, My mother was next to Impossible to have any children. that is until she discovered she was able to, for a person who is loved by her family,she had a dark past that she felt was lifted from her and gave her a second chance in life to live happily again. and so, she has vowed to herself to take care of her unborn child and do everything, and I mean everything to keep herself healthy. 

During her pregnancy, she was checked on how it was coming along, and the doctor has told her that I could turn out to be a severe down syndrome baby, that would she like to... yes its the big one... abort.

But, mom hated the very word, she knew if she agreed she would loose her blessing forever. she looked him in the eyes like God looks into a regret-less sinners eyes and said firmly. 'Fuck you!' because she knows for sure no matter what, she will love me even if I was a limbless child. 

so my mom, was my hero from that day and forever on. For giving me life of existence in this world.

so news flash I did not turn out the way the idiot doctor said I would be, I'm just perfectly alright but with a slight 1/8th Autistic Disability (due to mother's pills that she needed function right.) that I can live with just fine. sure sometimes its a pain in the neck but, It does not stop me from perusing what I absolutely desire in life.  

so when I was born, My mother named me after her favorite season. the season where nature changes color and life changes brightly like rain changes into a Rainbow. 

The last reason is, the word Dark, is because I also had a rough past. a past of Losing the woman who has saved and given me life, and also other Rough events that followed. yet, I'm still here today, strong hearted. willing to give it my all, and become the All-Round Artist I feel in my soul I can and will be. It will be a long Difficult road ahead, but I'm ready to face the choices and Consequences. 

so there are the reasons.

I may think keeping it this way, since it does mean alot to me. I'm sure you also get the Idea, but if anyone thinks I'm full of myself, no I am not I'm sure everyone has emotional stories just as I do, but with different meanings and Reasons. Everyone is not the same, but Different in a positive unique way, and that is why Art exist as well. 

The events I have told you above are all true told by my father, aunts, grandparents, and everyone in my family. 

this is pretty much the most personal thing I have ever announced.