Hello

This isn't really an Update but more of a personal type of entry. so you know my birthday is in a week, 18 years old man years go by fast. since I'll be 18 I get my mother's inheritance, and is able to be considered as An adult but with a heart and imagination of a Child (I don't think it is that bad, everyone has their inner Child right.) on My birthday (or whenever near it), I'll receive the best (Materialistic) Gift I could Imagine; a Digital Tablet from Wacom. 

So, from that point on I will be uploading Digital Art more often. since this Country I live in is so dependent on computers, digital art skills are strongly required. even though I'm personally a Traditional Artist, I do admire the beauty of the Art in a Digital format.

Anyway, now for the conflict problem. well I've been bugged about this for a while I think since about a month ago, throughout high school, I've been in this class is for like 'special' kids and it shows how to handle life with everyday things. to me, for someone with a special condition (but I have a slim amount) I really don't need it, because I have had been taught from other Regular ed classes and I'm extremely smart in my own way. not to bash anyone in any way, but it is true Autistic kids are extremely smart. 

so I have answered allot of questions, but I have done that to the point I think the teacher is a little annoyed with it. I'm sorry I'm too smart but I have been taught, and it was me who recommended the subjects. then I started to become a little rebellious, I think it is an effect that I know I'm almost an Adult, which a majority amount of kids experience. and the teacher and I have a couple of conflicts on the subject, to be honest I'm a type of person that hates being treated like a lower class (or in other-words a child) I like equality, with equality there are no conflicts. yes I can act like a child, but when it comes to serious situations, my Mature instincts kick in instantly. (I may disagree on a few things and may blow a fuse, but hey I cannot help I have an extremely short temper, but I can maintain it to a certain extent.) the point is, the teacher may have understand, but I can tell she has a hard time that she is talking to an adult and not a Special needs child. but there is one thing that I have heard from one of my peers that they heard from my favorite Special Aid staff member about the new special ed teacher. and I started to get a little uneasy, it may be a misunderstanding but I cannot let my guard down. 

so anyway (I notice I say this alot and also the word 'anywho' lol), I think I got the majority of my concerns off my chest. but now back to business *claps hands together and does a shifting motion* I am thinking of doing requests for anybody who comments below this journal. why I ask? I just feel like being generous!  

This is all I will say, becides next week tori and I will celibrate my 18th birthday at my house! and maybe my sister kate (she isn't really but she treats me like one) will take me (and tori, I will not exclude her) shopping.  

Hope everyone feels great! if not, never fear! Life gets better! ^_^ 

p.s. I might change my username again but I'll use it as my Cosplay/Art Business name, not sure how I should create it as but I do have a few Ideas.

Peace out! (RAINBOW!) lol xD

~ Akira!